Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 2:32 PM


my night started out really badly. its so disgusting. i feel like exploding but i am trying not to.

i have kept silent as much as i can. God, HELP ME! its really tough and..

@ 1:12 AM


tada~~! blogging again. hahahs.

feel like making some random list about myself and also give u guys a chance to know about more! hahahs

5 facts about bing which some people dont know/cant believe it
- i HEART subway! (though i still hate veggie to the core)
-i LOVE LOVE LOVE family gatherings!
-i cant draw for nuts. seriously. so if i ever draw for you, hey, you must be one the vips in my life.
-i do not talk on the phone EVERY night.
-i am smart. WAHAHAHHAA.

when u see such post on my blog, if means.... I didnt wake up in time for school. oh well..

Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 1:00 PM


man. i am so damm scared.
i am suppose to do my online quiz for POM now. but i heard its damm hard. i am trying to calm my heart that is pumping at 10000 per min rate now. looking at that attempt quiz page, i get all jittery and all. wah lau. ITS ONLY MCQ RIGHT!! yan bing, go get some courage and faith will you?!?!!!

i really need to get this over and done with. i still have one thousand and one other things to do.
argh. someone, help me get this nervous feeling away. my mind is blank whenever i am nervous. i cant take the quiz like that right.

anyway, JUNE IS COMING! which means.... MY BIRTHDAY IS NEARING!!

lalala, damm happy.

i am expecting to see loads of donuts this birthday! hahas. was telling the whole world how i dont want birthday cake and i only want that DONUT FACTORY donuts! i told them to get like 17 donuts for me and have a candle placed on every donut!! cool~~ i like! anyway, i wonder will really someone queue that 2 hours long line for ME, thy highness! hahas. i queued that before already! surprised huh?? let me show you some mouth watering pictures. (warning: i look ugly in these pictures!)

ok. that picture uploading website refuse to help me load my pics. too bad. hahahs.

done with my quiz: 17/20 *claps claps*

ok. i got an email to type now.

under promise but over perform
i wanna get this into my life

Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 2:33 AM




old picture, but still damm funny.

Labels: chicken hatred

Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 11:58 AM


i was actually feeling quite down. was abt to typed an email and i saw an email sent to me, i think one month back. clicked on it and re read the whole email again.

Forgive me Lord, for complaining
When I'm feeling so very low.
Just give me a gentle reminder
That it's in the valleys I grow.

Continue to strengthen me, Lord
And use my life each day
To share Your love with others
And help them find their way.

Thank You for the valleys, Lord
For this one thing I know
The mountain tops are glorious
But it's in the valleys I grow!

REMEMBER... The shortest distance between a problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor. The one who kneels to the Lord, can stand up to anything.

and that person typed in,

When I talk to you, i can really sense how much you love God, how much you really want to press in. And you know what? I belive you can... And I just love the way you love Him. You might not know it, but talking to you, inspires me and reminds me. Of who I am, of how i should be

It reminds me that sometimes I drift away as well.And you know that? You motivate me! To always try to love and seek God more...

to you who sent me this,
i am guessing ur email is a gift from heaven to me. you dont know how much it really helped me to get out of my sadness just a few moments ago. it reminded me of my love for God. thanks, my angel in disguise.

to others out there,
the one who kneels to the Lord and can stand up to anything. stop fighting for yourself and God will start fighting for you.

to God,
i love you, my mr strong.

Labels: thanks to you

Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 2:54 PM


this guy makes me go OOOLALA~~



the most perfect among God's creation.

Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 12:43 AM


i just need to sleep early for a day, i will have 9 msges waiting for me, and dont know how many missed calls.

ok. those figures to some people are like nothing becos they have a thousand and one guys msging/ calling them. but pls bear in mind this, i aint that popular. just really hot thats all.
hahahas. ok. enough of my high self esteem.

seriously, i think my self esteem is getting way too high. i need someone to like curb it. oh man. that means they will have to throw insults at me. i dont like.

i dont know why am i blogging. maybe it is becos lessons starts at 1 today and i am up at 9? maybe becos i dont feel like tidying up my room? whatever.

was blog hopping just now, dropped by chai huat's blog, bro, really.. RIVER ISLAND rocks rocks rocks. one trip there, it has entered my top few (affordable) fav brand for guys. other then river island, is guess, raphl lauren and zara. it is not in order of my fav but you bet river island is one of the top two. i wont say their clothes are that cheap. is like french connection prices? but their designs are totally.. HOT! i love their everything for guys! from shirts, to jeans, to shoes, to bags, to wallets. wah lau. go check it out!

P.S. i dont like topman.

anyway, then i went to this girl's blog. i totally love her blog. she kinda like speaks how i feel and i love the way she puts it. reading about her life feels like i am reading unknown things abt myself.

plant your own garden instead of waiting for somebody else to bring you flowers.

i like this sentence she said. i am not saying i've been waiting for someone to bring me flowers but you know... i dont know how to explain. but nvm. as long as i get it will do.

before hers, i went over to this guy i used to have a HUGE crush on. he is totally cute! he is the cutest guy i know. knowas in we talked and all. not just secretly peeping. his eyes are like..... sparkling. he doesnt even have BO.he just smells so so nice no matter when. even if it is after a soccer game. anyway, i can totally understand how he feels.

lalala. i actually went to more blogs then i've blog. but the others, nothing that interesting for me to say anything.

Labels: becos i have too much time

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 1:45 PM

@ 4:35 AM


look like i have REALLY HELPFUL friends like.... JOO, SEOW CHEAN, JUNYU who are ever so so so so willing to help. hahahhaas. now i know all ur true colors. hahhahhas.

anyway, just here to do some random blogging. i wont talk abt spiderman 3 since i think the whole world will be doin that.

you know what!!!! PARIS HILTON IS GG TO JAIL!

i know its kinda like none of my business whatever happens to her life but still.... hahahs.

i was like kinda like laughing when i saw that news. can you imagine paris gg to jail??!?!?! i wonder how is her jail cell gg to look like. how about her bed? is she gg to like get someone to buy a new bed and move it inside the jail one day before she goes in. ahhahs. her toilet?? maybe she will request to install some jacuzzi bath tub inside her jail and some gold made toliet bowl. how abt entertainment? LCD screen tv, message chair, help to install wireless internet inside so when she bring her laptop, she can do online shopping. ahahs. i cant phantom that. its like totally...... hahahs. i dont know what to say. but i find it real amusing.

and you know what. i dont think her family members will be the only ones visiting her. i think everyday, her manicurist and pedicurist will need to show up, her hair stylist, beautician and so on and so forth. that would be like.. at least 4 visitors a day! hahas. if the jail have a limit to the no. of visitors each inmate can have, lets say 2, i wonder which 2 will she choose??

anyway, its not my problem. :))

Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 2:22 AM



first up, its bao ting's birthday today!! happy birthday!
(though i dont think she will see this)

second great happening is.........*drums rolls*...............
chris passed his driving test!!! YAY!!
dude, dont forget your promise.
anyway, i was just telling this guy that whoever that talks to me before their driving test will surely pass! now now now, someone pls tell me I AM a miracle.

thirdly,
han xian got FREE tickets for me to catch spiderman three tml night!!!
i was just telling my classmates how i wanna catch spiderman three and one told me, all theatres are fully booked. i was really sad lah. then somehow, han xian just popped out a msg telling me he got free tics.
now now now, someone pls tell me I AM a miracle.

fourth thing,
i have no tutorials tml! yay! planning to skip that dumb 2pm lecture. *comtemplate*

how i wish everyday can be like this or even better.

maybe tml someone might just walk up to me and pass me a chanel bag. wah lau!
i will just faint on the spot seriously.

Labels: euphoria

Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 4:02 PM


weird things are happening. really weird things.

i feel like typing it out. but i cant.

anyway, i have a gazillion things to do/aim to do

1* tidy my room!
2* i wanna do french manicure and pedicure!
3* start selling things online again
4* earn big big bucks!
5* get a dior/chanel
6* get THAT guy
7* say that 6* is a joke

6* is a joke. hahahs.
i just completed one of my things to do.

slap me. someone.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 9:27 AM


my people, i realised i am a deformed baby.

you cant see my ears when i take a portrait photo!!
i am serious. no ears. can you believe it?!?!?!

i realised this when i was like trying to take photos of my pierced ears yesterday but i couldnt becos my ears cant even be seen!!

now i know why sometimes i feel people's photo are weird when i see two thing sticking out from the side of their face.

not only that, my left thumb and right thumb is of different size!!!!
really!! lemuel can vow for that. i was playing with my ring yesterday. so i inserted it into my left thumb and it went it. but i couldnt do so with my right thumb.

oh man... i am deformed!

Labels: oh no